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2009: The Year in Pictures

Photography

A lot of pictures. Most of the titles are song lyrics; extra points if you can identify them.

These aren’t in any kind of ranked order. They’re actually in the order I took them throughout the year.

1. Never – Niland, CA

never



2. Doomed to crumble unless we grow – Valley of Fire, NV

Doomed to crumble unless we grow



3. Life is Beautiful – Hollywood, CA

Life is beautiful



4. For fear of things still living in me – Central Park, Huntington Beach, CA

for fear of things still living in me



5. She’s calling you – Somewhere near Death Valley, CA

she's calling you



6. Kitty in the pet cemetery – Huntington Beach, CA

Kitty in the pet cemetery.



7. Kitty’s stockings – Huntington Beach, CA

Kitty's stockings



8. I’ll take a vodka float – Westminster, CA

I'll take a vodka float.



9. band practice – Huntington Beach, CA

band practice



10. I seem to think I don’t belong here – Los Angeles Public Library, downtown Los Angeles, CA

I seem to think I don't belong here



11. Living close to your fears – Downtown Los Angeles, CA

Living close to your fears



12. turn my whole world around – Los Angeles, CA

turn my whole world around



13. The walls between us will never break – Downtown Los Angeles, CA

The walls between us will never break



14. love bible love – Niland, CA

love bible love



15. Goodbye is just what you do – Los Angeles Public Library, downtown Los Angeles, CA

Goodbye is just what you do



16. An outlaw or a leader – Downtown Huntington Beach, CA

an outlaw or a leader



17. Imaginary grace – Downtown Huntington Beach, CA

imaginary grace



18. Bursting at the seams – Downtown Huntington Beach, CA

bursting at the seams



19. Leaving - Downtown Los Angeles, CA

leaving



20. Footsteps – Huntington Beach, CA

footsteps



21. If I could open my arms – San Pedro, CA

If I could open my arms



22. I don’t recall a single care – Costa Mesa, CA

I don't recall a single care



23. Rainbow of fun – Costa Mesa, CA

rainbow of fun



24. Confab – Huntington Beach, CA

confab



25. Sometimes life surprises – Huntington Beach, CA

Sometimes life surprises



26. Must I paint you a picture – Downtown Los Angeles, CA

Must I paint you a picture



27. You’re the only song I want to hear – Hollywood, CA

You’re the only song I want to hear.



28. This would never happen if we lived by the sea – Westminster, CA

This would never happen if we lived by the sea



29. Just don’t die on me – Huntington Beach, CA

just don't die on me



30. Jump on in, the water’s fine for swimming – Seal Beach, CA

Jump on in, the water's fine for swimming



31. Gonna take something great just to get me out of bed – Huntington Beach, CA

Gonna take something great just to get me out of bed



32. Kitty in the sun – Huntington Beach, CA

Kitty in the sun



33. Grieving for the loss of heaven – Huntington Beach, CA

Grieving for the loss of heaven



34. You should be in my space – Westminster, CA
You should be in my space



35. It’s just you, me and this wire – Westminster, CA
It's just you, me and this wire



36. Free rain at the car wash – Huntington Beach, CA

Free rain at the car wash.



37. It’s all over now – Westminster, CA
It's all over now



38. Was this your celebrated summer? – Newport Beach, CA

Was this your celebrated summer?



39. Yes - Newport Beach, CA

Yes



40. If you wake up and don’t want to smile – Huntington Beach, CA

If you wake up and don't want to smile



41. The fragile waves of days – Huntington Beach, CA

The fragile waves of days



42. Everything sleeps beneath – Huntington Beach, CA

Everything sleeps beneath



43. I flew beyond the sun before it was time – Huntington Beach, CA

I flew beyond the sun before it was time



44. Bros – Hollywood, CA

Bros



45. What’s the point with a love that makes you hate and kill for. – Yermo, CA

What's the point with a love that makes you hate and kill for.



46. Some time to think about it – Santa Ana, CA

Some time to think about it



47. Only in my dreams – Santa Ana, CA

Only in my dreams



48. Sit back and breathe – Santa Ana, CA

Sit back and breathe



49. Let the broken sky break above our heads – Downtown Los Angeles, CA

Let the broken sky break above our heads



50. Like the sky above me – Inglewood, CA

like the sky above me



51. Window shopping – Beverly Hills, CA

Window shopping



52. May grief fall away like leaves from the trees – Rialto, CA

May grief fall away like leaves from the trees



53. When death sleeps, it dreams of you – Agua Mansa Pioneer Cemetery, Colton, CA

When death sleeps, it dreams of you



54. Never minded working hard – Huntington Beach, CA

Never minded working hard



55. I love to feel the rain on my face – Rialto, CA

I love to feel the rain on my face



56. DOWN – Santa Ana River bike trail, Santa Ana, CA

DOWN

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Obligations and opportunities

Conversations

Elijah, my 15yo, has always complained about us moving to southern Cali. He hates the sun (he’s a redhead—not only that, but a redhead that refuses to wear anything but black). He hates the crowds. He hates everything about it. He’s always said when he moves out he’s going back to Washington.

The other day the boys started asking me what I was going to do when all the kids move out. Would I miss them? Elijah asked if I’d come visit him. I asked where he was going to be living. He of course said Washington.

But then he made an admission I didn’t think he ever would.

He said, “But I don’t know if I can move to Washington, because at this point I’m sort of obligated not to.”

I thought, What 15 year old uses the word “obligated” in casual conversation? And had to go write it down so I wouldn’t forget to mention it on my blog. Ha.

When I came back he said, “Don’t you want to know why I’m obligated to stay in California?”

Of course I did. I fully intended to ask him when I got back from making notes on his language. He just got the first word in.

He said: “Well, there’s three things I might want to do in life. One is make music. And I can find a lot more people here to make music with than I could in Washington. Another is work on videogames, and yeah, they have videogame companies in Washington, but there’s more down here. And the third is make movies. And, well, you can probably make movies in Washington but not like you can in L.A.”

I said, “Yeah, there’s a lot more opportunities down here than there are in Washington.”

Then I remembered he’d mentioned he had an idea for a silent movie, so I asked him about it. He said he had lots of ideas for silent movies. Then he started talking about how he wants to make movies without scripts, just have a plot to follow and let the actors do the scenes by improvisation.

He said, “I think it’d be a lot cheaper to make movies that way.”

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Daniel’s playlist

Music, Photography, Youtube

Playlist

My parents asked what they could get Daniel for Christmas, so I suggested a portable satellite radio. This particular kind also lets you play mp3s. I had to take a picture of the music my husband has loaded on it so far. He’s one of the few people I’ve ever known who has as diverse taste in music as I do.

38 Special
JJ Fad
Kreator
Loverboy
Slayer
Sunny Day Real Estate

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Merry Christmas from us!

Photography, Youtube

Merry Christmas from us.

We went to a park on Christmas Day and played kickball. Our version of kickball, anyway. We took video which I’ll post when it’s online.

On Christmas Eve, Nathaniel, his friend Dillon, Cat and I went to the Santa Ana River bike trail and Nathaniel filmed our bike ride. Here it is, sped up and condensed into four minutes.

Nathaniel was hand-holding the camera so it’s a bit jerky, primarily at the beginning. Cat’s in blue and later red (she sheds her jacket off-screen in the middle). I’m in brown and Dillon’s on the skateboard being goofy. It was fun.

Hope everyone had a great Christmas.

My brother got me a Lomo Fisheye camera for Christmas. Cool, huh?

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Why are alcohol commercials so funny and creative?

Youtube

Because they aren’t allowed to show people drinking alcohol, so they have to get creative.

Plus they must have endless amounts of money to toss at an ad agency.

Have you seen these “most interesting man” commercials for the Beer Dos Equis? I think they’re pretty funny.

I also find this sock commercial really amusing:

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I went to the craziest place.

Driving and driving and driving, Photography

And no, I don’t mean Compton or Inglewood.

I mean Rodeo Drive.

So last weekend I was itching to get out and take pictures (story of my life) and I decided to head to downtown LA. The Toy District, to be specific, which I’ve posted pictures of before. It’s a bizarre place—full of cheapo toy stores that people take their kids to, but right on the edge of Skid Row, so it’s covered in trash. I don’t think I posted any pictures that give an accurate sense of the garbage everywhere before, so here are some from last weekend.

I don't really know what I'm thinking

The store on the corner (behind all the trash) is a videogame/dvd store. I took Elijah there the first time we went down to the Toy District.

Maybe this is as good as it gets

This is two frames from a half-frame camera. On the left is street corner, don’t you love how all the trash is right next to an empty garbage can? Note the mother and child. On the right is a sunglasses store.

my love is bigger than your love

People waiting for the crosswalk light to change.

I just don't know what to do

This is a craft store. Yes, a craft store.

Let the broken sky break above our heads

This was the corner near where I parked my car. This building is a library. The heap on the left is a sleeping homeless person and his shopping cart. The building in the background on the right is a church. Probably one of my fave pictures I’ve taken all year.

on Earth

Some graffiti on a street corner.

222

More trash on the street. This area was packed with people doing Christmas shopping.

We are all just looking for something

I shot this from the hip and meant to get the street, but accidentally got this fellow instead. I like how it came out.

We got bored, in our own living room

More graffiti. This face iss a bright green.

Everyday

Everyday I’m hustling. The Toy District is on Los Angeles St, probably my new fave part of downtown.

reach out and touch

So after wandering around there for about an hour I drove over to Beverly Hills. Quite a contrast. But on the way I snapped this picture of the Disney Concert Hall from the car at a street light.

Rodeo Drive is only a couple blocks long and full of designer clothing stores. Some of the most expensive shops in the world. One you can only shop at by appointment, it’s a men’s clothing store, and suits cost about $15,000.

Window shopping

One store had these plexiglass cutouts on the floor with mannequins in them. The girl in this photo was shopping with her father, and they both were wearing the most expensive clothes I’ve ever seen in my life. I wouldn’t be surprised to find out his suit cost $15,000. Her clothes were also super-fine. I’m thinking her outfit probably cost more than I usually have in the bank.

Look at you - you're a pageant

Some of the mannequins there are trippy. But what trips me out most about this store is the fake books everywhere.

We keep ourselves untouched, unknown

I was impressed with how the mannequins’ feet were so realistic at this store, with tendons and veins and stuff. Then I noticed my reflection and had to take this shot.

Don't ask why

Just crazy, people. Crazy.

Here in Christmas town

The whole street was decorated for Christmas, and who can resist a giant-ornament-reflection shot?

I have no hidden motive

The lovely naked bust is a nice touch. Gives it that classy flare.

Oh you can lose yourself in art or you can break somebody's heart

I guess Charlie Chaplin, Ray Bradbury, Jack Nicholson, and Billy Wilder have all lived here. This is near the corner of Rodeo Drive and Santa Monica Blvd.

It was a weird day. But awesome.

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In the car with Mr. Smarty Pants

Conversations, Driving and driving and driving

Elijah: All my teachers this year know I’m smart.

Me: What does that mean?

Elijah: Well all my teachers have always said how smart I am.

Me: And what do they say this year?

Elijah: One of my teachers is mad at me because I’m only getting a B, but I’m the smartest kid in the class.

Me: Did you tell her that grades don’t reflect intelligence?

Elijah: Sort of…In my music theory class we had to write a chord progression. So I wrote one and turned it in, but I told my teacher it was stupid, and I didn’t really like it. He played it and said he liked it, that it sounded sad. So then I changed it a little bit, and he played it again and said it sounded really evil. I was like, “Yeah!”

(Then came a bunch of technical mumbo jumbo about music I can’t remember or understand.)

Elijah: My English teacher knows how to torture me now. She said she needed some volunteers so I said I’d do it and she said I didn’t know what she wanted me to do yet. I said I didn’t care, I’d do it. She said well maybe it’s sitting outside getting hit with stones. I said I’d be ok with that. Then she said maybe it was being forced to listen to Britney Spears all day. (Shrugs) I’d be ok with that. Then she said but what if it was having to admit that there is no greater band than Led Zeppelin, and I said OK I won’t do that.

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Can you guess what this is an ad for?

Photography

Can you guess what this is an ad for?

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